More anxious waiting

Brodys scope is tomorrow. Everyone says not to go on the Internet but just like I had to self educate in Cameron's situation last week I had to do the same for Brody. Aware that I would see the good,the bad and the ugly I started researching acquired subglottic stenosis...the ENT believes this is what were dealing with. There are varying stages which would determine the severity of surgery but we wont truly know what we're dealing with until tomorrow. Very nervous and just wish all of this could be over and my kids could come home and be happy babies.